...so a whole year without posting anything awkwardly went by...
im not in the best of moods right now and overall this has probably been the most stressful, emotionally straining year i've been through...but i felt it best to make a post right now. since the school year has officially ended for me today. and it also officially starts the period where i hope to turn a complete 180 in my life
this year...was supposed to go a lot differently. much much differently. i had high hopes and expectations...optimism. sigh...but then shit happened and it gradually snowballed into this huge mess. and there are a lot of things i regret not doing this year. I want to make up some of that lost time this summer. my optimism i still have thankfully so hopefully in maybe like a month from now i can update this with some of the progress i've made. and drawings LOL its been so long im sorry.
i'll bounce back. i told myself i wouldnt waste time this summer and im holding on to my word. so even though this is the summer where there will be like 15 shows i really wanted to watch, its not just gonna be about that lol. this is the summer before my senior year so i have to get myself straight and know what i want to achieve in the future. things i want to sign up for, colleges i want to apply for, SATS.... -_- this wont be as relaxing as the other breaks i've had.
despite a bunch of stuff i'll need to get done this break im aiming to post at least twice a week things that i've finished (i have a lot of things i finished a while ago that i never posted so i hope i can put up a few tonight) . i'll be keeping busy for a while.
this is definitely my most depressing journal so far lol but i'll make sure the next update is much more cheery. so until later~ :rabbit-kunplz: